So. yeah.

Since I’ve been gone…..

I’ve been as physical as ever (walking everywhere I can now that it’s warm, even “Are you sure you don’t want a ride?” distances), but something isn’t clicking to make it all come together.

Recently I started reading/using “The Writing Diet”. I do o.l. on Weight Watchers when I’m all in, but honestly got more out f the girls I was doing it with than the actual meetings and the current plan isn’t talking to me (I am more suited to the old Core plan ie. Whole grains, not a lot of processed foods). Granted the new plan makes room for more “real food” but something just doesn’t gel. Maybe it’s the way “Points” makes me feel like I am gaming something in my head not totally sure.

I have gotten back to tracking what I’m eating (and why) because of the writing diet. I’ve also written some terrifying because they are so true it’s jarring things in my daily pages. At the moment I am keeping my notebook under my bed, not because anyone would rad it but just knowing some of it is on paper is a dash too real.

So we’ll see how it goes. In other news I’m removing meat for the most part from my diet. Organic Meat or it didn’t happen. Financially that’s enough to cut what little I was consuming in the first place by more than half.

Off to make oatmeal sans dairy, but a teaspoon of my homie Peanut butter for creaminess.

How have you been?